I need to be saved.
This time, I have no full control of myself, but I am striving my
very hardest to explain this personal story, that is paranormal and
can be considered as a result of unmindful actions I do.
I have had a recent experience that is very diabolical.
Please don't judge me that I am crazy, but, not everybody might understand me,
because this is so hard to explain.
To tell everybody downstraight, this event recently like typhoon
Sendong, that killed many people in Mindanao.
May have something to do, with the evil in the spiritual realms.
I hope that I am not at my lowest spiritual point, i thank God.)
I am not crazy, though at times, I lose my control, I act like
dancing while singing in front of the mirror, not knowingly, that I am
probably making magic, or using occult-power, without my knowledge.
And automatically, there are times, that my hands and feet sweat a lot,
at the same time, it's raining. (Crazy right? But I can't completely understand
this that is happening to me, nobody else, can even explain to me.)
This experience of mine that is very personal, is demonic and paranormal.
I was controlled for many times, to speak-in-tongues, but these tongues that I was speaking is evil and been used by *sort of Witchcraft* or *demonic* power, trying to take charge of my mouth, to make CHANTS.
I was losing control over my mouth, everytime I was attacked by this spirit.
I guess this spirit is a demon or maybe, something that has to do, with psyching up of people that has mind-kinetic-psychology that makes movement to a person's body.
Trying to rule over mind.
I don't want to lose my volition, and my will.
I do trust in God, and I even make songs that is Christian.
Realizing, that I was doing these things, while I am in the bathroom, naked,
taking a bath, and rhyming... (sometimes using instrumentals of Known artists, and changing words of some artists that has blasphemies.)
Like example..
I have been listening to T.I. GOT YOUR BACK, and the line that says,
on adam and eve.. "MAY GOD GIVE NOT ***T ON THESE TWO"
And i do change that line to, "MAY GOD MAKE US A BLESSING OF HAVING US TWO."
I keep on changing words on blasphemous songs, but to the extent that I don't record them, and sometimes, I even laugh at my songs when I mess up my rhymes.
I have been psyched-up, and even have spoken words that has evil in it.
Like *damning* God, but it have happened with my own mouth, only with the force
of this air, that comes out from my mouth strongly.
There are times, that I even feel that I am hurt.
While this wind comes out from my mouth, it also makes me speak these hateful words, automatically.
I am asking for God's divine mercy, for speaking words I don't mean.
Not really meant to come out from my mouth, because I don't even have those
words in my heart. But, there is really something that controls me, taking
over my mouth to speak.
(Right now, I am just writing these, to explain my side easily.)
Awhile ago, when I used the bathroom, that *AUTOMATIC* speech, said to me, "WHAT IS YOUR LIFE, ABI?"
See? how crazy it can get, how would anybody, realize that they are speaking words, they don't mean??
WHAT HAPPENS TO ME, is... these words only comes out, when this STRONG AIR from
my stomach forcing up to my throat and then, words come to make me talk automatically (words i don't even have in mind, first, before speaking).
This is probably one of the signs of times.
I can't make people believe me, but I am completely being honest.
THIS hand symbol, that is an "OK" sign for many of us, i automatically do, without me choosing to do. Is something that I fear, that it is also that three six sign, or the sign of the illuminati or the sign that signifies an alliance to the Beast.
Beast or Satan.
There are people who were led astray and leading people astray, when they are pursuing the fake-light, or the angel of the light---that is Lucifer, and not the REAL light, that is JESUS CHRIST.
I am a mystic, though, I have been led astray by some MIND CONTROL or BRAIN-WASHING.
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