Schizophrenia

I think I am schizophrenic, though I never want to complain.

What is schizophrenic?

For my own experience, I have had much of schizophrenia recently.
I have been challenged on how to think.

Sometimes, we have to admit that WE THINK, but not really STRAIGHT.

My mind is a sanctuary for me, and I have to claim that everybody has to get their PEACE of MIND, each moment of their life.

Since, God, (Jesus) and His father, with the Holy Spirit, gives us all the salvation,
to receive peace, hope and love.

But, what if?

There is a time, in your life, that you have been,
Battered? Mistreated? Disrespected? Distracted? Disturbed?

All of these, have happened to me, in a Spiritual Manner.

Was it, because God chose to chastise me?
Or is it, because the beast or the devil, wanted to steal my joy?

I may never be always perfect with my thoughts, words and actions.
Accepting my wretchedness before God's eyes, is important for me,
because I claim that I am an adopted daughter of God the father.

Did you know, that there are spiritual ways, how a person can be inflicted with pain, and make them look like they are afflicted?
I've had, these kind of pressure, personally.
I needed to look for Christ, to make me free from all insanity.

Swallowing my pride is what I do, and trying my hardest to manage myself to think right,and move my body in such a way, that I have complete freedom to live.

My movement have been very strange recently, my mind have been battling with (probably somebody else's mind), that's why I needed to think smarter, even when I can't be always wise at times.

Pretending to be smart, is just acting like a know-all-person, and that's not me.

My imaginations have been fantasies, and believing that these fantasies could happen are just complete *DAYDREAMING*, but I am trying to just, think freely, when there is really power in visualizing.

BUT WHAT IF? Some psychics would change your thoughts?
Then change your behavior?
Then morally, create horrible effects on your system?
When the mind acts like the controller of our whole body.


Or what if...???? THERE IS THIS DEVIL, that really tries to send you thoughts, to destroy your peace?

REMEMBER DEVILS are SPIRITS, hitting or making our minds his TARGET, attacks
our Psychics.

Much even worse, these evil spirits only do want to destroy people's peace,
behavior, and much worsened when these spiritual enemies, continually
killing a person's sense-of-peace to live freely.

That's how, I can really justify that there is really a calling for
people to FREE THEIR MINDS.

Do others really has the ability to steal somebody else's thoughts, and intellectually become thieves to others thinking?

Respecting somebody else's mind, must be the first concept of a person, who is working with God.

But look around us, what do we see? what do we listen to? what do we watch?

Are all of these, healthy for our own minds, or does it only create "war-of-the-minds", to give confusion and distraction, of one's thinking?

We cannot blame people with how they think, we cannot even blame ourselves with what we are in our minds. We cannot blame the whole world's spirituality with who we become in our minds or spirits.

Only for the reason, that we are just influencing one another in ways that happens spiritually.

I respect all minds in this land (Philippines), but, forgive me, when I want to
judge that there are psychics who are so mean and wicked with their minds.

And I respect them, but I cannot love them.
Since, I have had experienced being mistreated by some spiritual influences.

I guess this is not being Pathetic. This only means that, there are really stronger minds in this country, that takes charge and takes over minds of others.

I am not proud of my countrymen, who does strange acts of abuse, accusations
with using someone's mind, for their own benefit, or to make someone's life negative.